January 2010
71 posts
*Deep breath*
Ahh. Everyone is writing down stuff about 2009 and the new year.
So.
Truth.
This year..
(Hang on. I’m really scared to write this. If I write it down, it makes it that much more real. But then again.. I have that many more people keeping me accountable… Kay. Here I go. Truth.)
This year,
I’m going to stop smoking.
Like… forever.
I’m tempted to hit delete. I...
attached.
lydsyoo:
I taught english today to the orphan kids. omfg im getting attatched to them thats not good at all. theyre so cutee ugh. i said we had to end class at 7:55pm but they cept saying stuff like “noooo we dont sleep till midnight lets keeep doing classs!” gaaaddd so cute. its so sad they dont frkn have parents sdjfl;dsjf!!! they keeep asking me when im leaving and when i answer them they...
December 2009
45 posts
Ick. I'm Sick.
Sick day = sweatpants + 2 boxes of Kleenex + sore nose = I’m allowed to sulk.
3:14 AM...
…because I saw Avatar :)
It was basically exactly like Pocahontas. And maybe a few other movies mixed in.
BUT you cannot deny; those were some crazy imaginative + detailed graphics.
Matthew 6:34
“Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.”
Keep it real with Jesus and He’ll take care of it. No worries people.
2:45 AM, Winter Break.
Why oh why am I awake? I SHOULD BE SLEEPING AS MUCH AS I CAN!!!
Crazy Love.
“But before we look at what is wrong and address it, we need to understand something. The core problem isn’t the fact that we’re lukewarm, halfhearted, or stagnant Christians. The crux of it all is why we are this way, and it is because we have an inaccurate view of God. We see Him as a benevolent Being who is satisfied when people manage to fit Him into their lives in some small...
i am back.
janefreedom:
No more hiding out
Hello; just wondering if I knew you? Tumblr is so mysterious…
Señor,
take these broken wings and I will fly with you.
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I got a 4 GB flash drive for Christmas. :)
Doesn’t sound like much? It had Season 1 of The Marvelous Misadventures of Flapjack on it. YEEE. My brother knows me too well. (And the drive is about the size of my thumbnail. And it’s waterproof. Mehehehe.) Thanks brother :)
“He became the Son of man so that we sons of men could become sons of God.”
– William Chung, quoting someone else. Merry Christmas, and Happy Birthday Jesus.
Yechhh.
Don’t you hate it when the last chocolate from the box of assorted chocolates that you decide to eat is the nastiest tasting one?
DANG!!!
STEPHEN’S SPEECH IS GANGSTERRRRR.
I Love You; Trust Me.
How long will you test these waters?
It seems intimidating… wide enough to be deep enough to drown your courage perhaps.
Who will hold your hand this time? Who will be your hero? Hasn’t everything else failed you? Can’t you see that they simply won’t do? I see you run back to them…
They say you’re a mess. It’s true you are, but oh! A more beautiful...
in your freedom i will live.
lydsyoo:
RETREAT WAS CRAZY. It felt so different from other retreats I’ve been to for the past like 10 yrs of my life. God works like… idk crazy HAHA I can’t explain it! I’m sick now and I lost my voice cos I was praying hardcore and singing like a monster. But I’m thankful (= Idk what else to say I’m like in awe right now. God speaks through everyone and He works in you like there is no...
Breathing In...
and I’m going to fight past it. I know I can’t handle this on my own… so I’ll shut up and listen this time. I know you’re good. You got this.
Two. A. M. The Coldest Time of the Day.
It’s only 2 but I’m already so. cracked. out.
It’s raining outside, lightly.
Finals be over with please… I feel annoyed when I think about 8 more weeks of finals I have left in my undergraduate college life.
I also feel ashamed that I’m more desperate when I’m stressing about school. Can’t I just be hungry all the time? I know what satisfies, and it...
Colores.
I was sitting out on the steps out to the side of the library today, looking at my statistics text in the washed out lamp lights… and I was thinking that this was as close as I could visually get to seeing the world in black and white. I was used to seeing formulas like this, but everything else? Strange.
I come back in to vibrantly colored books, and I thank God for this blessing.
This Girl...
Me: My cells are okay; they say hi.
Anna He: I don't think you realize... they're conspiring against you.
Yellow. Not good like the Coldplay song.
It was just one of those unfortunate times when I got two yellow Starbursts.
But then it happened twice.
Fail/Finals Week
Awkward things that happened to me this week:
1. I was walking down the stairs at my friend’s apartment when this rather good-looking guy comes running up and pauses to breathe out a nice “hi!” I automatically hi’d back, and then immediately thought he was a recent acquaintance: “…Daniel? HEYY!” The guy just smiles and says “…no sorry; I just...
Watchfishforpeople:
Psalm 74:16
- Made in Flash - Interact with it! For Jesus
DANG…
SUGOI! →
Words, Insufficient.
Do people notice it in each other? Maybe there was a slip- a word that betrayed it? Or if there was even a flicker of a fallen face… Is that enough? Why does it have to get to the point where we later regret not giving it a second thought?
Lamentations 3:32-33 says this:
“Though he brings grief, he will show compassion, so great is his unfailing love. For he does not willingly bring...
Another Conversation About... (Sorry HAHA)
Her: ugh i need to take a __ but theres a guy over and i dont feeel comfortable
Me: me too but i can't do it at geisel........ HAHAHA
Her: sorry if that makes you uncomfortable. but its the truth. hahaah REally?! DUDE geisel's a good place
Me: WHat i can't go like outside of home
Her: i usually go to like. 4/5/6 floor cuz noone goes there. OH Really??!! so you're that type, eh~
Me: yeah.. it's unfortunate
Her: dude YEAH to drop off the kiddies. dont like it when other pple are in the bathroom and those ones are usually empty
Me: HAHA TO DROP OFF THE KIDDIES?!?!!! OMG HAHHAHAHAA
Her: yeah. i think i heard that from a movie somewhere and it just stuck :]
Me: i'm dying HAHAHAH
Her: heheeee well im glad it amuses you. but its kind of a euphemism... cuz 'take a crap' or 'go poopy' sounds.. a little too harsh namean~
Me: HAHA whoopsies~
Her: HAha whoopsies??? why whoopsies
Me: i said it earlier!
Her: OH ahahahaha nono its ok
Me: i take it back.
Her: i said it earlier too
Me: taha
Her: tka HAHA
Me: tkaaa
Her: no worries i always say poop and crap too anyway. ugh
Me: yee
Her: i really want to go. im just gonna go
Me: okay
Her: but i wont turn on the fan.... so its not obvious..
Me: have fun dropping off the kiddies.
Her: okok. here i goooooooo~~~~~~!
Me: HAHAHA
Up and Down and Up and Sideways.
I’m very sick of the term “rollercoaster.”
Can’t we think of something else?
Like… haywire action potentials.
Sorry.
Proverbs 27:6
fishforpeople:
Wounds from a sincere friend are better than many kisses from an enemy.
friends but not FRIENDS.
backtobaesics:
i hate this phase. when youre friends but not FRIENDS yet. more like acquaintances… anyways why i hate this phase. this is when you have to such shallow conversation. why cant we just really quickly become close and talk about REAL things. but talking so intimately to early freaks people out. we should change this status quo. grow comfortable in the uncomfortable. i hate that...
2009
ispytammy:
With less than a month away from new years, 2009 has certainly been a year that goes down as the worst year out of my 19 years of life. 1st year in college, fresh out of high school, in actuality, this should have been the best year of my life and definitely one that I would like to remember for the rest of my life, instead it’s the complete opposite. I couldn’t wish for anything more...
“So I await the words that you say;
I open my life
I am longing just to hear...”
– Future of Forestry (when they were Something Like Silas)
jpanda:
christinejung:
Me thinking: What the heck. I’ve never seen my battery life that long…
Fifteen minutes later:
… I think my computer is trying to fool me into thinking it’s super healthy.
Two minutes later I get the “Your battery is now running on reserve power. To avoid losing any unsaved data, please plug bla bla bla bla.”
STRANGE.
LETS NOT EVEN START TALKING ABOUT MY...
“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.”
– Matthew 11:28
Me thinking: What the heck. I’ve never seen my battery life that long…
Fifteen minutes later:
… I think my computer is trying to fool me into thinking it’s super healthy.
Two minutes later I get the “Your battery is now running on reserve power. To avoid losing any unsaved data, please plug bla bla bla bla.”
STRANGE.
I've Got A Paper Bag On My Head?
That’s what someone said to me today. Hm. Which leads to this thought:
Sometimes I wish I were a little more extroverted. Not all the time though… I like being introverted sometimes. Anyways.
I don’t wear my heart on my sleeve (which I guess is what the world sees as a bad thing anyway?) which leads to my unfortunate awkwardness when I want to truthfully explain what...
What is it about rhyme and rhythm that appeals to me so much? Not just me… I’m sure everyone else too.
A good beat just gets me goin.
Shoot.
I had a whole rant planned… I had so much pride to feed again.
Buuut
I talked to You instead.
I hate it when You’re always right.
i love coach carter ♥
traacykim:
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It’s not just in some of us; it is in...
“Do not grieve, for the joy of the Lord is your strength.”
– Nehemiah